Fluctuating hormones + major sleep deprivation = someone you REALLY DON'T want to mess with. Nearly cried last night when people genuinely thanked me for being there, cried a little bit today when I thought about those short conversations... compared those in my mind to people that don't have time or room for me & the boys (said they didn't know why I didn't feel like part of their group, but they didn't want me to join them for anything, because I have the boys)... I am blessed to have this new set of friends and the few long distance friends that always make time.
Having a hard time with the boys today, due to sleep deprivation, and thankful for those that understand, rather than feeling "embarrassed for" me. I know that things are going to get more difficult in some ways when Tim's new job starts, but we are trusting God for strength and thankful for support of friends that agree with us in prayer for that strength rather than telling us Silas or David or I won't be able to handle it. If you want to help, great. Just don't tell me I'm weak for accepting help, then wonder why I stop asking for or accepting help, then have a breakdown at the end of the night.
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